我的痛，只有我自己懂

我总是喜欢在夜里，翻起过去，那些被自己深埋心底的往事，得到的， 拥有的， 失去的，有种恍然如梦的感觉。

一直都很明白，自己是不该沉迷于过去的，忘记不该记住的，忘却一切，那样才能换来短暂的轻松。其实，

我害怕深夜，它让我感觉一种无尽的 寂寞；我却又喜欢深夜，因为只有周围漆黑一片，我和我的泪才是安全的。


曹格的'寂寞先生' 贴切地形容了隐藏在我心中的寂寞。听这首歌的时候，不知怎的，感触特别深....




你的笑容是恩惠　世界難得那麼美
於是追 要你陪　可惜本能終會將美麗汗水化成淚水

黑夜之所以會黑　叫醒人心里的鬼
在游說 在縈回　在體內是什麼 在把我摧毀在傷痕累累

我可以無所謂　寂寞卻一直掉眼淚
人類除了擅長頹廢　做什麼都不對　Oh…I’m Not Okay

我假裝無所謂　才看不到心被擰碎
人在愛情裹越殘廢　就會越多安慰　無論多虛偽

空虛並非是詞匯　能夠形容的魔鬼
它支配著行為　能擺脫寂寞我什麼都肯給　就像個傀儡

我可以無所謂　寂寞卻一直掉眼淚
人類除了擅長頹廢　做什麼都不對　Oh…I’m Not Okay

我假裝無所謂　才看不到心被擰碎
人在愛情裹越殘廢　就會越多安慰　
我也無所謂　(我假裝無所謂)　才看不到心被擰碎
人在愛情裹越殘廢　就會越多安慰　無論有多虛偽

It's the J.R.E.Y.E.Z ♥

OMGGG I ♥ JREYEZ!! xD

He is an Asian Canadian rapper...and guess what? he came from Korea :DD

The J stands for the initial of his first name (Justin) and the Reyez (Rise, Eyez with an R) stands for his fast elevation since stepping in to the music game.

I love all his songsss...he is really really awesome :)

You guys should check out his music videos on youtube...I'm sure you will be falling in love with his music immediately after listening to it (No Joking)

His music's genre are mostly Hip Hop and R&B and he is a superstar now in Canada :)

Here is one of the song that I love the most from him



And the most important thing is J.reyez Loves BIGBANG TOOOO~~~ :3

The english version of Taeyang's Wedding Dress and Where U At is composed by him and his friend,Tommy C

Anyway...YOU MUST LISTEN TO J.REYEZ'S MUSIC..you wont regret it...

You can join his fanpage on facebook or follow him on twitter to get the latest and complete details from him

TEAM J-REYEZ xP



Love his tatoo~ :)

:) ♥

今天早上起来 感觉非常好 :D

所有不快乐的事情都忘光光了

最可恶的是只有我一个人在家 == 爸爸老早就出去了 妈妈还在新加坡..真希望她快点回来 :)

吃完早餐后 就坐在电脑前玩facebook啦(因为没东西玩)

我觉得facebook越来越闷 log in进去只有一两个notifications而已=="

friend request更不用讲 也是少得可怜 xD

昨天有一个奇怪的'年青人'在facebook跟我聊天 吓死我了

说什么鬼都不知道 干脆别理他<<最明智的选择 xD

还有我要去看戏!!!!! 在家闷到发霉了

本来上个拜五要跟siew lin她们去看童眼的 可是没人载 :(

几时去看啦~~~ 等不及了

最后介绍一首歌给你们听听---J.Reyez的Little Miss Innocent 超好听的~~

好了 不写了 拜~~

P/S: 祝培真生日快乐 :)

PMR is overrrr :)

YES!!! PMR IS FINALLY OVER!!

after 9 months of struggling...i am free now

congratulations to 3 newton!!! u guys sure did well in this exam :)

'I BELIEVE I CAN FLY~ I BELIEVE I CAN TOUCH THE SKY~ :D'

i can play my dear facebook..watch pps...wahhhhhh :DDDDD

is now addicted to SE7EN's new song- Better Together...damn nice xD

and hey guys..when can we go out for movie? i cant wait..haha


TEEEHEEEEEE ! :3

Beautiful Hangover

I just cant get this song out of my mind~~ WEEEE!!! kimigawa beautifullll hangover hangoverrrr :3





GD AND TAEYANG SO HOT !!! :p

:):

ADUHHH...有几个月没更新我的部落格了吧(都生锈了咯)~~ 有想我吗?? 哈哈哈

最近都在忙着考试...终于考完了!!!..可是还有PMR等着我...:((

管他的...考PMR就考啦!! 何必给自己那么多压力..只要平时有温习就可以了..而且SPM比PMR更重要...关系到我们的前途ehhh...我们应该把精力都放在SPM上~~ 你说对不对?? xDD

还有还有~~~考完PMR后我想去新加坡看我的最爱~~~~ DANG DANG DANGGGG...没错...就是....BIGBANG啦!!!

本来就有计划去新加坡参加表姐的婚礼...真的是跟BIGBANG太有缘了..:DDDD

可是我年头就跟老妈说我不想去== 现在后悔还来的及吧 hiak hiak hiak

就怕老妈不带我去看== 她应该很忙吧...而且她连BIGBANG是什么东东都不知道

真的没希望见到他们吗?? 害~~~
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这几天跟好朋友们谈心后..才发现人心的险恶..人..是多么可怕的动物啊~

做人何必要这样 到处陷害别人 自以为自己很聪明 这种人真的..看太多了...我的身边就有很多这样的例子...每天还要看到他们假惺惺的一面.....

我也开始不信任有些人了...讲什么秘密都被他们/她们当成娱乐话题...到处'发扬光大'

这也给了我一个启示: 以后秘密只跟信任的好友们讲
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有时我真的很想大声的说: 我不想待在那班了..我受够了..

待在那班真的很累..一不小心..都有可能掉到最后一名...有些人的心里...也......非常的......有心机.....

就听天由命吧...做我自己就够了...

最后..我只想说


你们真的很假!!!!

People change and forget to tell each other

many things happened lately

kind of disappointed

people are changing without noticing themselves

I just want to tell you that you are the one who changed...not me

I hope that you will find it out oneday...

We're friends..right?

I hope our friendship wont end here

Although i know one day we maybe will be apart

Maybe we are in a different location...

But i will not forget our friendship...

I will not forget about our crazy moments...sharing our laughter...secrets x)

comforting each other...encouraging each other to do better :)

This are what friends for

And...

you are one of them right?

I sincerely hope you are :)

Please come back

I want to be hyper and crazy with you again :)