I hate when someone who meant a lot to you starts to change.

When you talk to them, it’s like you’re talking to a completely different person. Like the person who you cared for isn’t there anymore. All you really want to do is go up to them and start yelling at them. To try to put some sense back into them, but when you see them you just pretend like nothings wrong. Like you don’t notice that the person you used to know, isn’t there anymore.

You just gotta smile through it all :)

J.Reyez is definitely my inspiration. I loveee his music. His song motivated me when i felt down and unhappy. I felt pity for J when I listened to his new song-'Smile Through It All.' The song is about his real life story with his dad. I hope that he will meet his dad one day :) Cheer up J.Reyez! You still have your fans here. TEAMREEZY for life!:) YOU SHOULD CHECK OUT THIS SONG AND TRY TO READ THE LYRICS. THEY'RE MEANINGFUL. No matter what happens in life or how hard the challenges are, i will always keep my head up high and look to the sky. Tomorrow will be a better day. You just gotta smile through it all.

2010 Memories :D ♥

2010 is gonna be a history for me. I Love 2010. It's the best year for me though xD

Here's some of my best 2010 memories (:

1. My tweet was replied by J.Reyez on twitter! It's the first time an artist replied me. And he's my favourite! I'm so happy that day :D He's so real and connects with his fans. Support him always! TEAM J.REYEZ x)

2. Thanks God for everything. God always prepares the best for me. Like my PMR result. I love you God. 'God is my protection, my perfect is imperfection'. I managed to reach my target. It's the best christmas gift ever. 23.12.2010. I will always remember this meaningful date. Besides, I need to thank God once again for giving me a sweet family. Daddy and Mummy I love you! I still want to be your daughter '下一辈子' :D And my brother! You always like to 'gek' me and make fool of me but sometimes i did really enjoyed your company. It's so boring at home when u go to study. I can't say u are a good brother cause I'm not a good sister too :P hahaha But i still love you (: We are family right?! xD

3. A nice and memorable 15th birthday! Lot's of blessings and birthday wishes from my dear friends! We had a fun time celebrating my birthday at Cafe Cafe. You guys are the best. I love you my friends! I love 3 Newton too. I will miss the time when we are in 3 Newton. Although some of us are not in the same class next year, i will still remember you guys. We can still hang out together right? :D

4. I'm proud of the rising of the Asian youtube stars! Keep it going! Google them and check out their music on youtube. They speak real in their music. Like J.Reyez, Jason Chen, Lil Crazed, Joseph Vincent, JR Aquino, Traphik, KevJumba, RyanHiga, Scott Yoshimoto etc. etc. They are the Asian represent! Cause I'm yellow, I am Asian :D I spent my holidays stalking them and listening to their music. They are aweeeesommmeeeee! Asian pride!

Okay, these are my best 2010 memories. What's yours? :D Happy New Year in advance! Hope Form 4 will be great! Thanks for taking a peep. Have a nice day ya fellas ^^

Christmas♥

Would you be my santa claus? Bwahahaa. I can't wait for christmas! :) I guessed you guys have the same feelings too..right? xD

ANDDD...I made a christmas list of my own! Hope Mr.Santa Claus can put them into my christmas sock.I will prepare a BIGGG one..hahaaha.

My christmas list : <3
`A camera
`J.Reyez(I love him :D)
`Tickets to Toronto,Ontario,Canada and Seoul,Korea :)
`A nice and memorable birthday to one of my besties,Christine Tzeng! <3
`My friendships with my best buddies will last forever
`This>> ":D" smile appears on each person that I loved..especially my family <3

I love christmas! I love snow! I love winter! :)
Hope everyone of you have a great christmas this year
Jingle bell Jingle bell Jingle all the way~~ ♥

Ho Ho Ho. Wish you all an early Merry Christmas! May all your Christmas wishes come true ♥

I N S P I R A T I O N :)

Well...I love the things that inspired me a lot...Like photography, photos with vintage themed,winter themed and etc :)

I L O V E photography. I like to snap peoples with their natural smile > like this ":D" or this ":)". "SAY CHEESE!" Mum always told me that during the photo shots when i am little. I don't like to snap pictures of my own. I like to snap others :D Yeah, i know i am freakin' lame. I am a lame person though! haha

Vintage and retro lightning effects really really catches my eye. I freakin' LOVE that effects. Examples? I will show you the pictures below :O My biggest dream now is having a camera of my own. I don't care about PMR now though. It's over. If i fail to get straight...then that's it. I knew i tried my best and that's all. It makes me feel sick when reminiscence the past..especially about exams. ONE WORD 'HATE' :( But some memories are valuable to keep. Like...*SECRETS :x

I found a website that have a LOT of photos that catches my heart.."deviantART". The photographers there are DOPE! They used ADOBE PHOTOSHOP to edit their pictures. Their photos made me feel like 'WOAH!' The effects and the simplicity really inspired me.

When i go to college or UNI, i am sure that i will have a camera of my own.I like to edit photos with the beautiful natural surroundings. Nature is pretty :) Probably i would go and travel the globe to capture the people of different races,their smiles,and their inner feelings :) Maybe i will open a gallery one day? Who knows? No one can predict the future right? Haha.

So,that's all. p/s: Save the world. Heal the world. Let our future generations have the chances to see the pretty face of Mother Earth. <3 My english sucks. Please point out the grammatical mistakes or typo. But mind your P's and Q's. It's my blog not yours :P




Enjoy! :) <3

HAPPY!! ♥

今天心情超好的!!

原因1:

可爱吧~~是一个线上游戏的朋友帮我画的...非常感谢她 :3 以后这只可爱的panda将会出现在我的部落格里 :DD

原因2: 我要戴牙套了...今天早上去给医生检查...他说一切顺利的话..下下个礼拜..我就会变成典型的'牙套妹'..哈哈..还蛮期待的

原因3: 找到了好多好听的新歌 其中我最最喜欢的就是倪安东-Anthony Neely的Sorry that i loved you. 倪安东（Anthony Neely）是中美混血儿，2009年参加中视的《超级星光大道（第五届） 》踢馆赛一鸣惊人，连续五次拿下二十分或以上的高分，是星光历史上第一个拿到超越满分25分的选手。倪安东第一次参赛演唱的歌曲是萧煌奇的《你是我的眼》，他说其实并不完全懂得歌词涵义，只是被旋律感动，然后按自己的方式去演绎。评审张宇听完倪安东的演唱，甚至眼眶有些湿润，大赞道：“我第一次听到有人唱《你是我的眼》，跟萧煌奇唱出不同味道来。” 最后，倪安东以24分战胜星光班选手林育泽，踢馆成功。



For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

And I'm so sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love, for wasting your time

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time
Won't make any difference tonight
But I'm hoping "im sorry" will open your mind
To love love love love in your life

给些评论吧~~ TADA :)

我的痛，只有我自己懂

我总是喜欢在夜里，翻起过去，那些被自己深埋心底的往事，得到的， 拥有的， 失去的，有种恍然如梦的感觉。

一直都很明白，自己是不该沉迷于过去的，忘记不该记住的，忘却一切，那样才能换来短暂的轻松。其实，

我害怕深夜，它让我感觉一种无尽的 寂寞；我却又喜欢深夜，因为只有周围漆黑一片，我和我的泪才是安全的。


曹格的'寂寞先生' 贴切地形容了隐藏在我心中的寂寞。听这首歌的时候，不知怎的，感触特别深....




你的笑容是恩惠　世界難得那麼美
於是追 要你陪　可惜本能終會將美麗汗水化成淚水

黑夜之所以會黑　叫醒人心里的鬼
在游說 在縈回　在體內是什麼 在把我摧毀在傷痕累累

我可以無所謂　寂寞卻一直掉眼淚
人類除了擅長頹廢　做什麼都不對　Oh…I’m Not Okay

我假裝無所謂　才看不到心被擰碎
人在愛情裹越殘廢　就會越多安慰　無論多虛偽

空虛並非是詞匯　能夠形容的魔鬼
它支配著行為　能擺脫寂寞我什麼都肯給　就像個傀儡

我可以無所謂　寂寞卻一直掉眼淚
人類除了擅長頹廢　做什麼都不對　Oh…I’m Not Okay

我假裝無所謂　才看不到心被擰碎
人在愛情裹越殘廢　就會越多安慰　
我也無所謂　(我假裝無所謂)　才看不到心被擰碎
人在愛情裹越殘廢　就會越多安慰　無論有多虛偽