life.hard.

You know when you’re just feeling down? People try to cheer you up and you just smile politely, but you can’t ever seem to respond with a genuine smile or laugh. You talk, you try to act normal just for the sake of avoiding questions and concerns. You’ve lost interest in things you used to enjoy doing. All those things that used to cheer you up don’t seem to be enough anymore. That feeling you get everyday, and you don’t know how or what to do to erase it.

SHARING SOME PHOTOS ♥

I hate when someone who meant a lot to you starts to change.

When you talk to them, it’s like you’re talking to a completely different person. Like the person who you cared for isn’t there anymore. All you really want to do is go up to them and start yelling at them. To try to put some sense back into them, but when you see them you just pretend like nothings wrong. Like you don’t notice that the person you used to know, isn’t there anymore.

You just gotta smile through it all :)

J.Reyez is definitely my inspiration. I loveee his music. His song motivated me when i felt down and unhappy. I felt pity for J when I listened to his new song-'Smile Through It All.' The song is about his real life story with his dad. I hope that he will meet his dad one day :) Cheer up J.Reyez! You still have your fans here. TEAMREEZY for life!:) YOU SHOULD CHECK OUT THIS SONG AND TRY TO READ THE LYRICS. THEY'RE MEANINGFUL. No matter what happens in life or how hard the challenges are, i will always keep my head up high and look to the sky. Tomorrow will be a better day. You just gotta smile through it all.

2010 Memories :D ♥

2010 is gonna be a history for me. I Love 2010. It's the best year for me though xD

Here's some of my best 2010 memories (:

1. My tweet was replied by J.Reyez on twitter! It's the first time an artist replied me. And he's my favourite! I'm so happy that day :D He's so real and connects with his fans. Support him always! TEAM J.REYEZ x)

2. Thanks God for everything. God always prepares the best for me. Like my PMR result. I love you God. 'God is my protection, my perfect is imperfection'. I managed to reach my target. It's the best christmas gift ever. 23.12.2010. I will always remember this meaningful date. Besides, I need to thank God once again for giving me a sweet family. Daddy and Mummy I love you! I still want to be your daughter '下一辈子' :D And my brother! You always like to 'gek' me and make fool of me but sometimes i did really enjoyed your company. It's so boring at home when u go to study. I can't say u are a good brother cause I'm not a good sister too :P hahaha But i still love you (: We are family right?! xD

3. A nice and memorable 15th birthday! Lot's of blessings and birthday wishes from my dear friends! We had a fun time celebrating my birthday at Cafe Cafe. You guys are the best. I love you my friends! I love 3 Newton too. I will miss the time when we are in 3 Newton. Although some of us are not in the same class next year, i will still remember you guys. We can still hang out together right? :D

4. I'm proud of the rising of the Asian youtube stars! Keep it going! Google them and check out their music on youtube. They speak real in their music. Like J.Reyez, Jason Chen, Lil Crazed, Joseph Vincent, JR Aquino, Traphik, KevJumba, RyanHiga, Scott Yoshimoto etc. etc. They are the Asian represent! Cause I'm yellow, I am Asian :D I spent my holidays stalking them and listening to their music. They are aweeeesommmeeeee! Asian pride!

Okay, these are my best 2010 memories. What's yours? :D Happy New Year in advance! Hope Form 4 will be great! Thanks for taking a peep. Have a nice day ya fellas ^^

Christmas♥

Would you be my santa claus? Bwahahaa. I can't wait for christmas! :) I guessed you guys have the same feelings too..right? xD

ANDDD...I made a christmas list of my own! Hope Mr.Santa Claus can put them into my christmas sock.I will prepare a BIGGG one..hahaaha.

My christmas list : <3
`A camera
`J.Reyez(I love him :D)
`Tickets to Toronto,Ontario,Canada and Seoul,Korea :)
`A nice and memorable birthday to one of my besties,Christine Tzeng! <3
`My friendships with my best buddies will last forever
`This>> ":D" smile appears on each person that I loved..especially my family <3

I love christmas! I love snow! I love winter! :)
Hope everyone of you have a great christmas this year
Jingle bell Jingle bell Jingle all the way~~ ♥

Ho Ho Ho. Wish you all an early Merry Christmas! May all your Christmas wishes come true ♥

I N S P I R A T I O N :)

Well...I love the things that inspired me a lot...Like photography, photos with vintage themed,winter themed and etc :)

I L O V E photography. I like to snap peoples with their natural smile > like this ":D" or this ":)". "SAY CHEESE!" Mum always told me that during the photo shots when i am little. I don't like to snap pictures of my own. I like to snap others :D Yeah, i know i am freakin' lame. I am a lame person though! haha

Vintage and retro lightning effects really really catches my eye. I freakin' LOVE that effects. Examples? I will show you the pictures below :O My biggest dream now is having a camera of my own. I don't care about PMR now though. It's over. If i fail to get straight...then that's it. I knew i tried my best and that's all. It makes me feel sick when reminiscence the past..especially about exams. ONE WORD 'HATE' :( But some memories are valuable to keep. Like...*SECRETS :x

I found a website that have a LOT of photos that catches my heart.."deviantART". The photographers there are DOPE! They used ADOBE PHOTOSHOP to edit their pictures. Their photos made me feel like 'WOAH!' The effects and the simplicity really inspired me.

When i go to college or UNI, i am sure that i will have a camera of my own.I like to edit photos with the beautiful natural surroundings. Nature is pretty :) Probably i would go and travel the globe to capture the people of different races,their smiles,and their inner feelings :) Maybe i will open a gallery one day? Who knows? No one can predict the future right? Haha.

So,that's all. p/s: Save the world. Heal the world. Let our future generations have the chances to see the pretty face of Mother Earth. <3 My english sucks. Please point out the grammatical mistakes or typo. But mind your P's and Q's. It's my blog not yours :P




Enjoy! :) <3